gosh. it's sunday. today's message really really spoke to me! "dont be discouraged!!!" =)

i can think of reasons why school should not open tml. (or at least not until i say so)
1. i cant find my homework.
2. im in no condition for school now (you'll understand tml)
3. im still in holiday mood!
4. i dun wna hear all those teachers go "you only have 3 months left blah blah blah..."
5. i dun wna hear the baboon go "you're the top 15%.." (or was it 10%?)
6. i just dun want
7. i still want my 10 hours of sleep every night.
8. cos i feel disappointed
9. ... the list goes on. i can crap out another few million reasons. but i can't be bothered. cos im still feeling pek chek. no, im not pek chek. im highly, super, uber pek chek. yingen, i wasn't overseas. i was supposed to be at ubin for camp last week. that's still singapore right? anyway. due to some unforseen circumstances.. hai. why do these things happen to me? boo. never ever felt so disappointed in my whole entire life before. haiya. i cant turn back time can i? i wish i could though.

i've lots of explaining to do tml.. and lotsa of stuff to settle also. brain no space alrealy lah.